A letter for my son

Many nights I want to sit down and write a letter to my son. I say this because sometimes I just want to tell him how much he means to me, how much I love him, how he overwhelms me with love and emotion when I look at him or hear his voice. Sometimes I want to try and explain that somedays I just need the day to stop because I am exhausted and drained but that I still want him to be there and just be. I want to tell him that somedays I can't bear the thought of playing pretend for one more second but again that is only because I am exhausted and drained. Most days I love to play with him because he reminds me of the simple things in life. I want to tell him that he reminds me to loosen up and let go and be a kid. To laugh at silly things. To find joy and happiness just being with the ones you love. To not take myself and my life so seriously. I want to tell him that my life has changed 100 percent for the better since he has been in it. Oh I want to tell him all of this and more and I want to tell him over and over again so that he always knows how wonderful he is. I tell him many thoughts like this daily but I always wonder if it is enough. I hope and pray that he will always know that he is my world and I believe in him!